Saturday, 26 October 2013

Yunn kuch samajhte samajhte

Kehti nahi toh mann samajhta nahi
Teri sunti nahi toh bhi mann samajhta nahi
Par yunn kuch samajhte samajhte mann khamosh sa hai
Sochta hai kahin Uski batein ussi tak na reh jaye

Samay kehta hai ki bas samay ki baat hai
Samay soche ki kehta nahi toh mann samjhta nahi
Par yuun kuch samajhte samajhte mann khamosh sa hai
Sochta hai ki jab mann hi nahi hoga toh yeh sab khud ko kaise samjayenge

Umeed ka sahara tha par umeed kehti hai ki kuch umeed usse bhi chahiye ab
Umeed soche ki kehti nahi toh mann samjhta nahi
Haskar mann socha ki sab mann ka khel hai saara
Saada sa mann bechara khamosh sa hai

Sochta hai ki phir aakhon tak pahuchegi uski nidhar hussi
Phir kahenge aur sunenge sab pyaar ki boli
Samay bhi badlega apni chaal, jab milega na usse kisi ka saath
Umeed se bhar dega umeed ki jholi
Kyunki mann toh aakhir maan hai, kab tak reh payega bina sune apni

Ab apne aap ko samjhane laga hai, 
mann ke jeete jeet hai aur mann ke haare haar
Yuun kuch samajhte samajhte , halki muskurahat liye mann khamoshi chod,
Lag gaya phir se apne kaam par
Samjhane laga khudko  ki mann phir se lag jayega sab ka
Aur aakhir keh di mann ne apne mann ki baat

Thursday, 17 October 2013


Koshishein kabhie nahi thakti
Aur hairani ki baat hai ki woh kabhie ruuthti bhi nahi
Kuch Karne ki chahat bhi koshish aur Kuch na Karne ki majburi bhi
Insaan toh thakk jata hai par saali koshish nahi thakti
Ajeeb sa nasha hai koshish ka
Apne aap ko apne aap se milati hai
Aur apne aap se ladati bhi hai
Log kehte hain ki Koshishon ki Jeet hoti hai toh kabhie haar
Kya yeh kehna sahi hai?
Kyunki Woh toh chalti jaati hai, mud jati hai  jahan raasta dikhe hain wahan
Waqt ke aagey nidhar khadi rehti hai
Thoda waqt Shayad zarur Leti hai par koshish kabhie haarti nahi

Saturday, 5 October 2013

The very ' Jhakaas' star

Probably we all developed love for movies in our childhood days itself. My love for movies and this madness for Bollywood began watching Anil Kapoor.

 Today when I saw few scenes from chameli ki shaadi, eshwar, meri Jung and mr India- i looked at the television set with the same excitement and amusement the way I did when I was a little kid. Sitting on the couch, mom, dad and I watched these movies zillion times.

I've seen a lot of movies in a theatre when I was a kid as my parents loved movies, but the movie I remember watching for the first time in a theatre was 'roop ki rani Choron ka raja' and I was just 7. I simply enjoyed that movie. My mother tells me that I started dancing in the theatre when ' Mein roop ki rani' song played on the screen. Now I know y I'm so mad.

Mr India and Eshwar had released much before ' roop ki rani Choron ka raja' and I remember watching these movies on VCR, then on DD and then on cable. Eshwar's character and his innocence is one of my fav characters in Bollywood and I think it is very well played.While watching Mr India, I always imagined myself being little Mr India who will save the world- my Indian version of super hero and I guess that's y I never liked any other super hero- He-man, superman etc etc.

 When people asked me what I would be when I grow up. My answer would be  ‘lawyer'- this was only after watching ‘ Meri Jung’ hahahhahaaha.

And then came my all time fav movie-Rakesh roshan's khel- Anil Kapoor, Madhuri and Anupam kher. This movie is a big Nautanki comedy film. ' mujhko chand Lakar do idleedo idleeedo' was my fav song for the longest time and I have no idea why:)

When Tezaab, Ram lakhan came, by then I was in love with Anil Kapoor- angry, rugged and tapori character. I had no idea that I would like a guy who is rugged has a daadi (beard) and very heroic. And now I know y I never liked chocolate boy looking guysJ

After watching ‘Lamhe’ my respect for this actor grew. It's that time I understood that my love for movie watching was not just limited to enjoyment and entertainment. It was beyond that, it was about observation and characters. Well, I thought I had grown up all of a sudden. Lol. And dancing on ‘ Kabhie mein kahun’ became the ideal way of romance for me. When I think about it, it just brings a smile on my faceJ

Half of my life went in dreaming and living those characters that I saw in these movies. I love it. And I love being mad and filmy.

Anil Kapoor is one of the finest actor and I'm happy that I grew up watching him:) People who think bolywood is crap! I disagree, it has made me laugh, cry, fall in love and made me what I'm today.
Hope to see more of this versatile and brilliant actor, Anil Kapoor.